Saturday, January 03, 2009

Learning to be a friend

Honestly I have been camping on facebook all day because there has been no communication with her for a few days. It's difficult to adjust, so difficult.

Finally, as 11:00pm sharp, she came online. But I held myself back, I didn't send any message to her at all. I waited until she went off line. Then she went online again in 5 minutes. I took myself away from the computer and when I came back, she was offline.

I feel frustrated. Why is it so difficult? How can I tell these feelings to take a hike? How can I tell them to hibernate? This feels like torture...

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